My head just won’t shut off these days. This is no time for politically charged, dry or detailed books. And certainly no time for studying. Unfortunately, I am attempting both. The first task, I have some control over, and plan to substitute ‘dry and politically-charged’ for ‘really engaging story’. The second, I just have to DO. (Because) I really don’t want to look like an idiot in an interview this, or any, week. I’ve had a lot of education, a lot of training, and many jobs over the past few years. There are things I know I know… but have not done/used in a while. There is much ‘dusting-off’ to be done. Some of which I can accomplish through reading algorithms and text books. But some in-my-head-but-forget-it-knowledge and skills-I-did-but-need-a-refresher will have to wait for professional help 
For re-training, for remembering, and for learning about current evidence-based practice in whatever field I end up in.
Anyway, I still have a pile of books to go through. And 1/8 of my brain will concentrate on them. Seems I need to settle a few major life bits/pieces before relaxation can occur (job/home/shave legs). Sadly, once those bits are in place, when will I have time to relax?
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The birthday boys hard at work. And thanks to Cale, there was a lot of smoke in the room.
I’m in the middle of trying to give this blog a new face (spring cleaning in August). And by I, I mean my husband, my personal tech support, is doing all the hard work. Though, faced with hundreds of possibilities for the ‘new look’ I’m wondering if I have the tough job after all… I’d like to focus more on my photography (displaying larger pictures) but still want the freedom to write (and write only) if I am so moved. Want less clutter, more blank space, and more focus on content. Am also experiencing technical difficulties with this site on a regular basis now. Formatting issues… have to re-edit everything once written and saved and all my paragraphs disappear. There are gremlins in the system and it’s time for a change.
Speaking of ‘being in the middle of things’, as it seems, this is the theme of my life at present. In the middle of my job hunt and am perpetually in the middle of this book I’m reading (can’t seem to get over that hump and be interested). So I think I’ll start a new book. Well that solves one problem of the two. For the first, someone hire me please!!!! There are a lot of fabulous opportunities out there and I’m hoping to grab a few.
So, back to the drawing board on all three counts this afternoon. Blog, book and job.
I love shots like these - they tell a story about the people in them.
This is what life is all about. Finding people you adore. Keeping them around. Maybe letting that adoration become something lovelier; something more foundational. Giving time, energy and heart. All the while, staying invested, interested and remembering what captivated you in the first place.
Patch lies in wait, stalking the cake, her natural prey, until a moment of vulnerability when she will strike (and strike hard).
Last night we celebrated two birthdays - in the recent weeks both Lee and his brother became one year older. The night started with a champagne toast and ended early in the morning after many good conversations and some serious catching up with friends and family.
I had an inspiring conversation with one of my cousins (in-law?) who is a spunky nurse with a lot of great experience. She got me excited about what the possibilities may be for me in the coming months. Do I want a ‘job’ or do I want ‘an education’? Do I want more opportunities in the future or am I ready to settle into a field? Here is my nursing job wish list:
1. A job I can sink my teeth into: challenging, diverse skill set, plenty of research opportunities.
2. Further education and training.
3. To work with supportive and knowledgeable peers.
4. Opportunities to grow, take on more responsibility in the coming years.
5. A short commute.
6. A patient population I am excited about and can draw personal value from.
7. The opportunity to teach in the coming years.
Can I get all seven? Will report back.
In any event, last night was a lot of fun and full of good memories with family and friends. Many happy returns fellas. Love you both.
What is sticky and sweet and blows up in the heat?A ginger-ale can left in the car on a hot summer’s day. What carnage!
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